Oh Life!!

Ohh World. Ohh Life... Has it only been 19 days? Before Gene left for HK I always thought I would very much appreciate my own space since we have been literally breathe to breathe, heartbeat to heartbeat with one another for a year and a half now. Sadly, I have learned how painfully challenging and wearisome it is to come home to a still & empty apartment alone and knowing inside my heart that the exact same thing is going to take place tomorrow, and the day after that and the day after that. It is a very difficult thought when I prepare for bed every night, brush my teeth without the boyfriend mocking my attempt to clear my throat. It's going to be just ME getting ready for bed. =( Hope this is just a phase but I very much doubt it is. *sighs